Is it?

Is this real? 'Cause this time has got to be. After such a long time only talking about love, feeling something like it again is one of the best things ever. I know I always start wondering about this things way too early - and this time won't be different - but I see a real chance to love and be loved now and I don't wanna waste it. I will never be able to 'not worry' about the four letter word, so finding someone to do it together is find fullness to the heart, and with my heart calmed down like this, I'll be able to focus on other things. What I mean is that, feeling complete with love will always make a man's life better, and fortunately that's what seems to be about to happen to me...