Changing places

Funny how it works that way. For the first time since I found out about that thing they call 'love', I feel cool with it. I knew that this would happen eventually, but never suspected about changing places with the ones I've once loved. To feel idolized by someone without having similar feelings is definitely weird. I mean, I could lie and say that it doesn't feel good, but in fact feels good almost as much as it doesn't. Probably because I've always searched for someone wanting me and, in that case, I just don't want it. Fortunately, I'm able to laugh at these love traps, 'cause I don't think I could deal with a heart broken by me.